Forgotten

Does somebody miss me ?
In all their veins, in all their memories, does somebody remember me ?

For all the things that I forgot, how many things have forgotten me ? How many people does not care anymore about me ? How many new lifes threw me away ?

Growing up. I suddenly feel like I lost something. I switched values, I switched goals, and then... 'Cause I needed something else, I forgot everything else. I forgot everybody else.

Does everybody else forgot me ?

And what about now ? Who's gonna take the place of people I'm forgetting or people who are forgetting me ? It's pretty scary... I just feel like... there's gonna be no one else. Isn't it ?

Lune

J'aimerais écrire la lune. Sa pétillance, sa lumière et sa sécurité. J'aimerais créer la lune. L'accompagner d'étincelles tout autour d'elle. J'aimerais inventer la lune. Sa grandeur, son importance, et qu'on y porte attention.

J'aimerais qu'on écoute la lune. Elle est si silencieuse dans toute sa luminosité. J'aimerais qu'on écoute son silence, parce qu'il parle, et qu'il sagit de comprendre.

J'aimerais qu'on n'oublit pas la lune. Simplement parce que ce soir il y a des nuages et qu'elle n'arrive pas à y faire surface. Elle existe quand même, la lune. Ne l'oubliez-pas derrière vos nuages.

Ne m'oubliez pas derrière vos nuages...

You don't see me

"You Don't See Me"

This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
Is this as hard as it gets?
'Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and taken and
Tumbling and breakin'

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I wish you could

I dream of worlds where you'd understand
And I dream a million sleepless nights
I dream of fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the light
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met?
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get?
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you

'Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

Josie and the pussycats

Too much

Too much is not enough
Too much is hard enough

It is just too much and I'm gonna loose. Will someone let me take control of my own life ?
Am I still gonna be the slave of everyone, the slave of everything ?

Too much is not enough
Too much is hard enough

It is just too much and I'm gonna fall. Some night, I'll scream loud, but will it be loud enough ?
Will it touch the sky, will it be understood ?

I won't keep digging for nothing. I know there's no water here.

Too much is not enough
Too much is hard enough